The ability to see things which others can't see at times makes me feel awkward... And especially when you can communicate with this paranormal beings is tremendously disturbing...
About Me
- Papashango
- Tall-Fair-Good looking. At nights I'm Batman... During the day im Fatman...
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Monday, April 25, 2011
Sometimes I just feel like leaving everything behind and just keep running away from everything that gazes and causes distraught for me... But then I realize that a person like me,so unique and one in this world, will be put to shame if I were to run away from the misery in my abyss... For what does it signify in me being the one and only Malaysian Lion...
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Bye bye
The small yellow flower from the story,
Was wandering since he day she was born,
Swinging on a swing in her childhood,
Swinging her memories all the way until now.
Playing an opening theme,
Looking into the sky,
I think of petals trying to fall,
That day I skipped school for you,
That day the flower fell,
The space of the classroom,
Why can’t I see it?
That rainy day that disappeared,
How I want to be rained upon again,
Never thought that I still kept my lost courage,
How I want to ask again,
Will you wait or will you go away?
That day that the wind blew I tried to hold your hand,
But unfortunetly, the rain kept on,
Falling until I couldn’t see you,
How much longer until I can be beside you again?
Waiting for the day to turn clear, maybe I’ll be a little better then,
Long ago, a person loved you for so long
But unfortunetly, the wind kept on ,
Blowing, widening the gap so much further,
So difficult, I have another day to love again,
But it seems that, at the end of the tale you still said,
Goodbye...
Was wandering since he day she was born,
Swinging on a swing in her childhood,
Swinging her memories all the way until now.
Playing an opening theme,
Looking into the sky,
I think of petals trying to fall,
That day I skipped school for you,
That day the flower fell,
The space of the classroom,
Why can’t I see it?
That rainy day that disappeared,
How I want to be rained upon again,
Never thought that I still kept my lost courage,
How I want to ask again,
Will you wait or will you go away?
That day that the wind blew I tried to hold your hand,
But unfortunetly, the rain kept on,
Falling until I couldn’t see you,
How much longer until I can be beside you again?
Waiting for the day to turn clear, maybe I’ll be a little better then,
Long ago, a person loved you for so long
But unfortunetly, the wind kept on ,
Blowing, widening the gap so much further,
So difficult, I have another day to love again,
But it seems that, at the end of the tale you still said,
Goodbye...
Fucked
Hey u,
Its been ages,
Since i last saw you,
How i felt that day,
Was the same as,
How i felt,
The first time,
I met you.
I wanted to see you smile,
I wanted to make you laugh,
Wanted to console you,
And tell you everything is gonna be alrite,
And that I am here,
And will be there,
If ever you need me.
My heart still pumping fast,
I thought I couldn't breath,
Felt the same,
Adrenaline rush.
Can't believe the impact,
You have on me.
I wanted to see you smile,
I wanted to make you laugh,
Wanted to console you,
And tell you everything is gonna be alrite,
And that I am here,
And will be there,
If ever you need me.
Believe me.
That day,
I really wanted,
To go there,
Say hi to you,
I really wanted,
To make a conversation with you,
I wanted to see you smile,
I wanted to make you laugh,
Wanted to console you,
And tell you everything is gonna be alrite,
And that I am here,
And will be there,
If ever you need me.
But.
Suddenly.
Eventhough noticing me.
You left.
Without thinking of me.
With Him.
And there was me.
Standing...
Alone....
Its been ages,
Since i last saw you,
How i felt that day,
Was the same as,
How i felt,
The first time,
I met you.
I wanted to see you smile,
I wanted to make you laugh,
Wanted to console you,
And tell you everything is gonna be alrite,
And that I am here,
And will be there,
If ever you need me.
My heart still pumping fast,
I thought I couldn't breath,
Felt the same,
Adrenaline rush.
Can't believe the impact,
You have on me.
I wanted to see you smile,
I wanted to make you laugh,
Wanted to console you,
And tell you everything is gonna be alrite,
And that I am here,
And will be there,
If ever you need me.
Believe me.
That day,
I really wanted,
To go there,
Say hi to you,
I really wanted,
To make a conversation with you,
I wanted to see you smile,
I wanted to make you laugh,
Wanted to console you,
And tell you everything is gonna be alrite,
And that I am here,
And will be there,
If ever you need me.
But.
Suddenly.
Eventhough noticing me.
You left.
Without thinking of me.
With Him.
And there was me.
Standing...
Alone....
Nothing to lose
Ive made mistakes..
And i want you to forgive me...
I need you...
I know what your thinking...
We all make mistakes...
And im never perfect...
And everything i love you for...
Is crashing down my eyes...
Just hold my hand,
And we can make it new,
We can make it our beginning,
I wish that i can be ur reason,
And nothing to lose...
Theres nothing to lose...
I can get this feeling...
Im not sure if ur getting it...
But i know,that things dont come...
They dont come easily..
But if you let me be...
And i can show it to you...
Cause you wanted something better and beautiful...
Theres nothing to lose...
Just hold my hand,
And we can make it new,
We can make it our beginning,
I wish that i can be ur reason,
And nothing to lose...
Theres nothing to lose...
You got eyes of innocence...
The face of an angel...
A personality of dreams...
A smile that hides all your pain...
A heart of gold plated diamonds...
And more than you can imagine of...
This is my redemption...
Coming to your land...
Just hold my hand,
And we can make it new,
We can make it our beginning,
I wish that i can be ur reason,
And nothing to lose...
Theres nothing to lose...
Smile your way out of trouble,
You do things like no one else before,
I wanted to be something better, man...
And im looking for a cause to be new,
Baby cause its just gonna be me and you.
Just hold my hand,
And we can make it new,
We can make it our beginning,
I wish that i can be ur reason,
And nothing to lose...
Theres nothing to lose...
And i want you to forgive me...
I need you...
I know what your thinking...
We all make mistakes...
And im never perfect...
And everything i love you for...
Is crashing down my eyes...
Just hold my hand,
And we can make it new,
We can make it our beginning,
I wish that i can be ur reason,
And nothing to lose...
Theres nothing to lose...
I can get this feeling...
Im not sure if ur getting it...
But i know,that things dont come...
They dont come easily..
But if you let me be...
And i can show it to you...
Cause you wanted something better and beautiful...
Theres nothing to lose...
Just hold my hand,
And we can make it new,
We can make it our beginning,
I wish that i can be ur reason,
And nothing to lose...
Theres nothing to lose...
You got eyes of innocence...
The face of an angel...
A personality of dreams...
A smile that hides all your pain...
A heart of gold plated diamonds...
And more than you can imagine of...
This is my redemption...
Coming to your land...
Just hold my hand,
And we can make it new,
We can make it our beginning,
I wish that i can be ur reason,
And nothing to lose...
Theres nothing to lose...
Smile your way out of trouble,
You do things like no one else before,
I wanted to be something better, man...
And im looking for a cause to be new,
Baby cause its just gonna be me and you.
Just hold my hand,
And we can make it new,
We can make it our beginning,
I wish that i can be ur reason,
And nothing to lose...
Theres nothing to lose...
Wild flower
Greenish forests,Blueish ocean
Like the droplets of rain
Beyond the mind
My deary dear sweet child.
Like a flower
You came into my life
Unintended,big hearted
Your love grows wild
Unintended,big hearted
Seeded and planted
My dear wildflower.
Your illumination is my motivation
We are like pea's and carrots
Life seems too fake with you
Angel of life you don't seem to fade
Love i seek, i find it in you.
Like a flower
You came into my life
Unintended,big hearted
Your love grows wild
Unintended,big hearted
Seeded and planted
My dear wildflower.
All my life, i wanted to live it
You came into it
I am living it now
Even for a moment
Its all your doings,
As my atonement.
Like a flower
You came into my life
Unintended,big hearted
Your love grows wild
Unintended,big hearted
Seeded and planted
My dear wildflower.
My dear wildflower...
Like the droplets of rain
Beyond the mind
My deary dear sweet child.
Like a flower
You came into my life
Unintended,big hearted
Your love grows wild
Unintended,big hearted
Seeded and planted
My dear wildflower.
Your illumination is my motivation
We are like pea's and carrots
Life seems too fake with you
Angel of life you don't seem to fade
Love i seek, i find it in you.
Like a flower
You came into my life
Unintended,big hearted
Your love grows wild
Unintended,big hearted
Seeded and planted
My dear wildflower.
All my life, i wanted to live it
You came into it
I am living it now
Even for a moment
Its all your doings,
As my atonement.
Like a flower
You came into my life
Unintended,big hearted
Your love grows wild
Unintended,big hearted
Seeded and planted
My dear wildflower.
My dear wildflower...
Hilang Dari Nyata
Hidupku kehilangan sayangku,
Daku cuba bermimpinya,
Fikiranku hanya dia,
Mindaku tak mengantuk lagi.
Sebaliknya ada cahaya,
Bagaikan sebalik awan,
Sebaliknya bercahaya cerah,
Bercahaya selamanya kasihku.
Daku ketawakan diri sendiri,
Kan ingatan ku hilang dari nyata,
Tak pernah daku rasa begini,
Seperti mati hidup kembali.
Daku ketawakan diri sendiri,
Kan ingatan ku hilang dari nyata,
Tak pernah daku rasa begini,
Seperti mati hidup kembali.
Cintaku bagimu permainan,
Mu takkan faham,
Mu takkan faham,
Hatiku melayang-layang.
Daku ketawakan diri sendiri,
Kan ingatan ku hilang dari nyata,
Tak pernah daku rasa begini,
Seperti mati hidup kembali.
Daku ketawakan diri sendiri,
Kan ingatan ku hilang dari nyata,
Tak pernah daku rasa begini,
Seperti mati hidup kembali.
Daku cuba bermimpinya,
Fikiranku hanya dia,
Mindaku tak mengantuk lagi.
Sebaliknya ada cahaya,
Bagaikan sebalik awan,
Sebaliknya bercahaya cerah,
Bercahaya selamanya kasihku.
Daku ketawakan diri sendiri,
Kan ingatan ku hilang dari nyata,
Tak pernah daku rasa begini,
Seperti mati hidup kembali.
Daku ketawakan diri sendiri,
Kan ingatan ku hilang dari nyata,
Tak pernah daku rasa begini,
Seperti mati hidup kembali.
Cintaku bagimu permainan,
Mu takkan faham,
Mu takkan faham,
Hatiku melayang-layang.
Daku ketawakan diri sendiri,
Kan ingatan ku hilang dari nyata,
Tak pernah daku rasa begini,
Seperti mati hidup kembali.
Daku ketawakan diri sendiri,
Kan ingatan ku hilang dari nyata,
Tak pernah daku rasa begini,
Seperti mati hidup kembali.
Slide
Drowning at your sight,
I think about is pain,
Wondering if you know,
What its like to feel all alone,
In this world today,
You never know,
How it feels today,
Oh Oh Oh!..
Oh Oh Oh!..
Take me to place,
Where you go...
Where nobody besides,
Me and you know...
Even if its night or day,
We can be together all day,
In you heart today,
I feel your soul sliding away...
Now that your no more,
I know your ways,
One look at your face,
I feel you grace,
The times we shared,
The places we travelled,
The hearts we touched,
Now they're gone,
Gone away...
Take me to place,
Where you go...
Where nobody besides,
Me and you know...
Even if its night or day,
We can be together all day,
In you heart today,
I feel your soul sliding away...
Take me to place,
Where you go...
Where nobody besides,
Me and you know...
Even if its night or day,
We can be together all day,
In you heart today,
I feel your soul sliding away...
Away..eyeyeye....
I think about is pain,
Wondering if you know,
What its like to feel all alone,
In this world today,
You never know,
How it feels today,
Oh Oh Oh!..
Oh Oh Oh!..
Take me to place,
Where you go...
Where nobody besides,
Me and you know...
Even if its night or day,
We can be together all day,
In you heart today,
I feel your soul sliding away...
Now that your no more,
I know your ways,
One look at your face,
I feel you grace,
The times we shared,
The places we travelled,
The hearts we touched,
Now they're gone,
Gone away...
Take me to place,
Where you go...
Where nobody besides,
Me and you know...
Even if its night or day,
We can be together all day,
In you heart today,
I feel your soul sliding away...
Take me to place,
Where you go...
Where nobody besides,
Me and you know...
Even if its night or day,
We can be together all day,
In you heart today,
I feel your soul sliding away...
Away..eyeyeye....
Come and hold me.
When i was trampled
I stumbled upon you
You came to my world
I got to know you
So Deary
Come and hold me
To the End of Time
So Deary
Come and hold me
To the End of Time
When you came
Into My life
I know its true
That im for you
So Deary
Come and hold me
To the End of Time
So Deary
Come and hold me
To the End of Time
I love your smile
I love your care
I love you so
I love your smile
I love your care
I love you so
So Deary
Come and hold me
To the End of Time
So Deary
Come and hold me
To the End of Time
So Deary
Come and hold me
To the End of Time
So Deary
Come and hold me
To the End of Time
I stumbled upon you
You came to my world
I got to know you
So Deary
Come and hold me
To the End of Time
So Deary
Come and hold me
To the End of Time
When you came
Into My life
I know its true
That im for you
So Deary
Come and hold me
To the End of Time
So Deary
Come and hold me
To the End of Time
I love your smile
I love your care
I love you so
I love your smile
I love your care
I love you so
So Deary
Come and hold me
To the End of Time
So Deary
Come and hold me
To the End of Time
So Deary
Come and hold me
To the End of Time
So Deary
Come and hold me
To the End of Time
Ramblings of the heart...
Speaking from the heart
I've always thought of you
Never could see
Anyone else besides you
You were my only one
Here i am
Trampled to the ground
Like a Rainbow
Rainbow in the dark
I've got no magic
Life is a time
Time stuffed in a watch
Time ends fast
Time is timeless
Here i am
Trampled to the ground
Like a Rainbow
Rainbow in the dark
Here i am
Trampled to the ground
Like a Rainbow
Rainbow in the dark
I've always thought of you
Never could see
Anyone else besides you
You were my only one
Here i am
Trampled to the ground
Like a Rainbow
Rainbow in the dark
I've got no magic
Life is a time
Time stuffed in a watch
Time ends fast
Time is timeless
Here i am
Trampled to the ground
Like a Rainbow
Rainbow in the dark
Here i am
Trampled to the ground
Like a Rainbow
Rainbow in the dark
Gadis Jelita
Betapa banyak ku cuba,
Hasilnya tidak bertapa,
Mungkin hatinya berbisa,
Atau pun kehendak yang tidak biasa...
Di mana bumi di pijak disitu langit dijunjung..
Itulah yang ditunjuk ajar ,
Semenjak zaman sekolah..
Tapi pada hari yang indah nie,
Gua berkata Di mana awak pijak,
di situ saya menjunjung...
Sekian lama ku menunggu,
Hanya untuk menanti mu..
Sekarang tibanya masa,
Untuk fikiran ku pudar...
Meskipun begitu,
alam ini tertentu.
Adanya cahaya..
Cinta ini merbahaya..
Darah merah pekat berisi,
Hidup ini hanya satu fantasi...
Gadis jelita serta mesra,
Bagaikan sebuah halusi..
Dimana aku disitu dikau...
Hasilnya tidak bertapa,
Mungkin hatinya berbisa,
Atau pun kehendak yang tidak biasa...
Di mana bumi di pijak disitu langit dijunjung..
Itulah yang ditunjuk ajar ,
Semenjak zaman sekolah..
Tapi pada hari yang indah nie,
Gua berkata Di mana awak pijak,
di situ saya menjunjung...
Sekian lama ku menunggu,
Hanya untuk menanti mu..
Sekarang tibanya masa,
Untuk fikiran ku pudar...
Meskipun begitu,
alam ini tertentu.
Adanya cahaya..
Cinta ini merbahaya..
Darah merah pekat berisi,
Hidup ini hanya satu fantasi...
Gadis jelita serta mesra,
Bagaikan sebuah halusi..
Dimana aku disitu dikau...
Sunday, March 20, 2011
You appeared in my dreams... I must say you look splendid in Yellow and Green... :)
You appeared in my dreams... It reminded me of how high school was like...
You appeared in my dreams... It still brings back the pain of this past 5 years...
You appeared in my dreams... It still haunts me for what kind of man i am...
You appeared in my dreams... You came looking for me on my birthday...
You appeared in my dreams... We're separated in two different continents...
You appeared in my dreams... It showed how much i miss you...
You appeared in my dreams... It was only just a dream...
You appeared in my dreams... It reminded me of how high school was like...
You appeared in my dreams... It still brings back the pain of this past 5 years...
You appeared in my dreams... It still haunts me for what kind of man i am...
You appeared in my dreams... You came looking for me on my birthday...
You appeared in my dreams... We're separated in two different continents...
You appeared in my dreams... It showed how much i miss you...
You appeared in my dreams... It was only just a dream...
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